the mind is stuck like a entangled magnetic tape in a VCR playing and replaying and fast forwarding and rewinding the record of last 13 months of my life.....
the post MBA era the TCS era.... they say once your life takes a steep turn you should stop and look behind and contemplate..... are u goin the right way !!!!! the way u wanted to tread!!!
so this is my steep turn.... this is my bump in the road after which life wouldn't be same.....
to me this comes as extra sharp turn..... left the workplace and leaving the wunderful city of gardens!!!!!
i knew i would leave some day..... everyone does
still the suddenness of time catches us unprepared..... everytime!!!!!
why does it feel like an undesirable surprise....
one moves ahead in life risking the certainty seeking for wts better but uncertain!!!!
but the chase might end up in finding worse.......
the key to happiness they say is "to do wot u love and with the people you love"
wen one leaves,,,, he leaves behind not only sad faces disguised as smiles but the loved ones with whom life was peace of cake with whom you can be you......
i made wonderful friends here!!!!! really found the ppl to die for..... and then wot ??? leave one day ??? just like dat !!!! and the excuse life has for dis is "it goes ON....."
i realise now dat der wnt be any more frivolous arguments....
no more asking for water bottles !!!!!
no more cussing and tripping ...... no more friday nights.... and unsuccessful weekend plans!!!!!
der wnt b anymore discussions in cabs and no more "kannada gotilla bhaiya"
not anymore wud u find me lost in the desire of a btr job when work is piled up !!!!!
the june 1st marks my no more
with all my consciousness i thank the people i have known here for being wot they had been for had they not been so, life wud b so not happening today.
the weight of awareness of "no more" is too heavy to see the new hope......
i also thank to google wich helped me pen down the this emotionally heavy situation...
life moves on.....
i wnt say cheers tonight :(((((
