Ye raaz-e-dil hain Guzishta

Hum the jo dekha kiye aaina bhi chashm-e-yaar se

Beraham mehroom kar gaya do pal k deedar se

Ye jo do napaak nigaahein takti usi ka raasta

Shab gayi par thakti nahi ye ab bhi intezaar se

Hum the jo dekha kiye bas un labon ki hulchulein

Lafz uske the ya mere khwabon ki wo hasratein

Keh nahi sakte k hum kuchh keh sakein ya sun sakein

Khoye the kuchh iss kadar un baaton ki khamoshi mein

Hum the jo socha kiye ab in veeraan raahon ko

Gum gaye the jisme kabhi hum, un simat-ti baahon ko

Pighli jinse rooh-e-sanam, teri un mehakati aahon ko

Hui paar zalim bedhadak wo teer-e-qatil nigaahon ko

Ab dekhna kya soch kay or dekh k kya sochna

Ye raaz-e-dil hain guzishta ab dil bhala kya kholna

Cheers

Hitesh Dhall

Eternal thy wrath

Find alone, you ambushed me,
Busted my guards, captured the fort,
Ceased you not when checkmate be,
Wreaked havoc, your leisure sport.


Trust I did though you didn't let,
Tried I hard to hold the bet,
Hasty impulse, you’re immortal threat,
On my heart did blades thy whet.


Lived I yes, to fight another day,
Jaded, defeated, escaped your slay,
And now again the stage is set,
I should be ready to pay old debt.


I stood there on the edge of choice,
There was love and there was noise,
I saw love then I saw turquoise,
Then I looked back I knew your decoys.


"I am blind," said the love,
But have faith in the unseen,
I owe eyes, you roared,
See love doom, through my green.


Love was pure, love was true,
A hearty song, a rainbow hue,
So I turned blind, to your claim,
The moment of parting, time to adieu.


Again I know, will cross our paths,
Oh almighty jealousy eternal is thy wrath.

Seething Jealousy..... on the rocks

Pour an ounce of mistrust on the cubes of despise, add insecurity and disgust, 1/2 an oz. each. Stir it with fear and dash a little anger. Serve it in the kitschy indifference. You will know your poison. You will know you are being had. It ain’t a cocktail that appeases your gustatory organs and inflames pulmonary walls; it’s a venom that incineratesthe trust and blisters the contentment in relationship.

Jealousy is a very natural but imperishable emotion that is brewed in the vacuum created by perceptual absence of love. Once had, it consumes the grounds its spawned on. To most of us the hangover lasts long and the unfortunate few who are gullible, get addicted and spent. Total absence of it is hypothetical. It's the devil's very own, special cocktail.

It’s made perennial appearance in the children's stories, literature, theology and spirituality.

"And oft, my jealousy shapes faults that are not" - said Shakespeare in Othello. The bible defines Jealousy; cruel as the grave and the coals thereof as coals of fire.  

One would argue that isn't it just like any other natural feeling of anger and irritation? Shouldn't the absence of it in most obvious circumstances be eccentric than the presence. When anything acidic added to soda produces the fizz any apparent insecurity fizzes out the jealousy when poured on love. So here is the catch - a chemical reaction is bound by the laws of nature however human reactions are not.

Us Adam's sons, often confuse the common phenomenon with the normal phenomenon. The juxtaposition of jealousy and insecurity in love make it sound very mushy and reasonable, but it's actually not normal to be so fond of this green eyed pet. A prolonged state of it has repercussions; ranging from temporary physical hazards to irreversible psychological maladies.

Jealousy which is always under-rated is no underdog. It spans from, among the fellow students in a classroom to professional covetousness in the boardroom, jealousy in relationships, romantic jealousy among lovers to the divine jealousy among Gods. In fact Greek mythology is rife with Hera's jealous vengeance for Zeus’s philanderic escapades. No wonder the word has its roots in greek word "zelos".

hasta la vista baby !!!

takes me great deal of courage to chase my hands away frm ma keybord but wot can courage do if limbs disagree and wot can limbs do if mind is stuck here !!!!
the mind is stuck like a entangled magnetic tape in a VCR playing and replaying and fast forwarding and rewinding the record of last 13 months of my life.....
the post MBA era the TCS era.... they say once your life takes a steep turn you should stop and look behind and contemplate..... are u goin the right way !!!!! the way u wanted to tread!!!
so this is my steep turn.... this is my bump in the road after which life wouldn't be same.....
to me this comes as extra sharp turn..... left the workplace and leaving the wunderful city of gardens!!!!!
i knew i would leave some day..... everyone does
still the suddenness of time catches us unprepared..... everytime!!!!!
why does it feel like an undesirable surprise....
one moves ahead in life risking the certainty seeking for wts better but uncertain!!!!
but the chase might end up in finding worse.......
the key to happiness they say is "to do wot u love and with the people you love"
wen one leaves,,,, he leaves behind not only sad faces disguised as smiles but the loved ones with whom life was peace of cake with whom you can be you......
i made wonderful friends here!!!!! really found the ppl to die for..... and then wot ??? leave one day ??? just like dat !!!! and the excuse life has for dis is "it goes ON....."
i realise now dat der wnt be any more frivolous arguments....
no more asking for water bottles !!!!!
no more cussing and tripping ...... no more friday nights.... and unsuccessful weekend plans!!!!!
der wnt b anymore discussions in cabs and no more "kannada gotilla bhaiya"
not anymore wud u find me lost in the desire of a btr job when work is piled up !!!!!
the june 1st marks my no more
with all my consciousness i thank the people i have known here for being wot they had been for had they not been so, life wud b so not happening today.
the weight of awareness of "no more" is too heavy to see the new hope......
i also thank to google wich helped me pen down the this emotionally heavy situation...
life moves on.....
i wnt say cheers tonight :(((((

WHY MEN ARE FILTHY GLUTTONOUS AND UNCOUTH

I would not be Nostradamus if I predict this expression will render, in all the possibilties, the fissile debate elements to an otherwise happy society.

Most men would not agree that their race is uncouth, filthy and by any coincidence relates to such expressions...............

C'mon u dnt trust dat one, Find me a man who agrees with that and i will show u a woman. But to many women men are nothin short of dogs. Infact they love dogs more den they would ever shower their love on a man....

but a research says out of all the men who ever walked this planet 60% were gluttonous, 75% were filthy and 79% were uncouth and the panelists comprised 49 women and 5 men turned women...........

Another research says more than 45.678% of statistics are cooked on the spot. Being a researcher I would endorse the latter and being a man I will condemn the former unto my death. Men are by far the most clean most genteel and totally sophisticated breed dat could ever be.......okay stop giggling

MYYYY blog so debate over. Even if it continues, who gives a hoot to such niggling issues when I have so many pressing matters, of the magnitude of Screen awards bias, when I am busy ignoring brouhaha of IPL's blatant hostility to Pakistani cricketers when I am red with rage at the innovatively cliched sequels of saas bahu tv sagas,,,, when I am happily stuck to my laptop and so tired of cribbing of recession,,,, when I feel like hitting someone asking me if I watched 3 Idiots (Damnit I have not) and wen u see the fourth highest civilian award of the nation is being conferred to chhote nawab and wen WAIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PADMA SRI TO SAIF ALI !!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOBEL PEACE TO OBAMA ALL OVER AGAIN

That deserves two hoots or at least a blog entry. What was the govt thinking ?????

Did they award him for poaching blackbucks

or they awarded him for deserting amrita singh at the twilight of her career to rear two too young children

NO I guess its awarded for his average grosser directorial debut-love aaj kal

Who knows????? they might have introduced PADMA SRI AWARD FOR BEST ACTOR IN SUPPORTING ROLE, India badly needs people in supporting role so it might be an effort to encourage civilians to extend their supporting gesture.

He is a good actor and all, hails form an influential family and that seems to be criteria enough to be awarded with an honor of such weight. Contemporaneously actors like Aamir Khan, Rekha, Arundhati Nag being honored with such awards deserve it without any shred of doubt but this going to people without any discreet excellence undermines the few good things in which Indians saved their pride from extinction. There are very few institutions left in our country by far resisting the lobbying and bias and still boast of merit, but it does not appear to last long.

Another exception arises from the west..... the seer from Manhattan-Sant singh chatwal bestowed with padma bhushan has brought numerous laurels to the nation. You will find many banks in the world ready to spill the blood to settle scores with him. He has been accused of a series of frauds, skimmed money from banks here and there including few desi banks(SBI and B of Baroda) and declaring bankruptcies not once but several times. Using political connections he has very  beautifully managed to do some misappropriation at the highest echelons of Indian political  hierarchy. A man madly sought after, chased by police of our own country and foreign police, arrested and bailed, absconded..... suddenly appears getting rewarded from the hands of president is the most ironical demonstration of mockery of democracy. Its an unfortunate meritocratic disaster of substantial proportions.

dnt raise your eyebrows wen next time u see dawood being conferred bharat ratna or a padma bhushan being awarded to starsons for most glamorous debut of the year.
But all I care at the end is a decent hike wen quarter is over and some peace of mind after inscribing my chaotic gibberish in the free space of this poor blog.
And I am sure men are not filthy gluttonous and uncouth but certainly greedy, perhaps few debates are better left unconcluded for the greater good ;)
Cheeerrssss